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Nov. 18th, 2017 @ 09:30 pm Taking it all in

I’m just in a default setting mood right now.

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Oct. 28th, 2017 @ 12:53 pm Sitting enjoying a coffee

I’m at my local coffee shop listening to an alpha Mom or something good court with her friend + daughter?

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Oct. 9th, 2017 @ 01:32 pm Meh

I’m just sitting down in the coffee place where I last saw my late friend. I’m just people watching & ease dropping. It’s s holiday so it’s busier than most Monday’s. I’m just realizing how odd I am & how I really don’t fit it. Why gives me currency is that I’m a super regular here.

Life is just in survival mode & I’m just dealing with the pain. It’s more physical at this point but if it’s caused my things I’ve experienced in my life is debatable.

Hurt by NIN Nowplaying

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Mar. 23rd, 2017 @ 11:36 am Cadillac Lounge

So I'm sitting here in the waiting room for us Customers getting their car serviced. I'm the youngest person here. Basically when I walked in here it was senior citizens talking about their European train riding experiences. The funny thing is I don't get an exclusive vibe here but just people who were born at the right time.

They were talking about how these "modern" chairs were hard to get out of & are uncomfortable. I don't know but this kind of makes me not want to buy a Cadillac even if I had the money for the V series. I'll hang with my German cars & look cooler & more important.

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Mar. 19th, 2017 @ 04:09 pm Hanging out on a Sunday

I should be home in front of my TV watching basketball, but I'm here at a craft beer shop drinking a craft pop/soda & listening to some cool tunes from the owner (although I've just put on Coldplay on my Spotify) https://open.

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Mar. 16th, 2017 @ 06:11 pm March Madness

So I had today off & took tomorrow off.

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Feb. 27th, 2017 @ 01:15 pm Coming back from Sarasota

So no firer class for me, I'm heading back in "middle class" 1st class which is Delta Comfort.

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Feb. 24th, 2017 @ 02:23 pm New App Post
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So I'm trying the new version of this app.

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Jan. 1st, 2017 @ 12:16 pm Happy New Year
I'm still alone & it looks like I'll be in perpetuity. It's funny how sometimes you get your hopes up & then the same result happens but you're not feeling despair when they come crashing down as only mostly known that feeling.

So my sort of ex's twin sister moved back to Buffalo from Portland as she couldn't afford to live there anymore due to the rampant gentrification. We've been friends on facebook for 8 years or so & have always had some contact ect. Sell finally after messaging her dozens of times she finally agreed to come over and hang out while drinking a few beers. She came due to the fact that I had some Mikkeller Descendents beer (she's a huge fan) so I ordered pizza & we hung out.

Later that night I ended up "completing the set" which was really weird as it was like I've been with that person before (it took some thinking not to say the other twin's name) But it was good & a warm fuzzy feeling came over me.

Then over the next 3 weeks the same elusiveness & never wanting to get together happened, AKA me being thrown back to the back burner. We text last night trying to do something for NYE & she basically drops the "I may have a boyfriend" card.

So yeah I'm still not going to beg people to be with me or hangout. At least for 2017 I own my unattractiveness & not being in the top 10 or 20 percent of choices/options. Whatever.
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Nov. 26th, 2016 @ 10:43 am Get on to the bus
So I'm going from 1st class to he city bus.

Yep I'm not paying $100+ dollars to use a private car service.
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